9 lifes

never home
never leaves his friends alone
calls them up and let them blow
are you feeling yourself today?
fucks a girl, in fact it was the fourth time
not sure it was the last time
he sure fucks like it's his last time
are you feeling yourself today?
in this city, walk around with high heads
in town or in the southwest
always keep your high heads
never know who to fight yet
are you feeling yourself today?
but you don't wanna be saved
never studied, but studied all her body curves
never dreamed, cause dreams are too pointless to endure
are you feeling yourself today?
or should we just run away?
all alone
what a pity we disgust you
we'll keep wondering what is with you
why you never do the things you'd like to
are you feeling yourself today?
if i don't ask you won't even say
but i know how you got this way
i guess you won't even have to say.

~sev.

call me, definitely

when i'm all alone at night
i think about your voice
i never try to shut it out
or reminisce by choice
i can't help but to fall asleep
when we're on the phone
you're everything is calming me
tingling skin to bone
don't hang up, don't skip a call
please don't keep me waiting
one more minute that's all
i'm here for you
if you want me to
we could call all night
all hours through
how was your day?
who talked to you?
did you keep on laughing,
or cried to?
did you thought of me?
or the pictures i send?
i wanna be your mailman
sneak up your driveway
when it's just you there
though i'd watch you being
no matter when or where
i wish you would start noticing
who lets my phone ring,
who makes my heart sing.

~sev.

erase

all i could think about
were numbers and names
erase, erase, erase
the numbers on these pages
the names of all my places
double standards, vague lies
how many feelings in one body?
how many thoughts in my veins?
still it wont keep me from trying
but trying for what because
was i confused or did i just simply forgot?

~sev.