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in pieces cause you're gone again
never thought i would love again
never thought my blood
would rush and pump like this again
you told me secrets, never lies
your words are poisoning my mind
inhale your love
it's the only thing i wanna feel right now
can't hold no grudge
cause babe you told me everything,
and now that i know, you're everything.

~sev.

your nocturne

tell me words that are true
and why my mind doesn't belong to my body
if you're the only one coming through
hold my human parts together
show me all the ways i can be
braid my hair, make me feel better
open my eyes, let me believe
i'll give you Van Gogh flowers
i'll give you nocturnes and symphonies
let us grow in a world that's ours
let us be more than memories.

~sev.

Cracks

all of your love, it never came back
all of your heart, slowly turned black
and the world became grey
but you liked it that way
with the doves when they cry
and the spirits when they fly
and the rain pouring,
and the dull mornings
but out comes the sunshine,
that tries to break through
out come the memories
that made you feel blue
here comes the words
that makes you feel feelings
i'd whisper them in your ear
if it wouldn't bring you tears.

~sev.

all these nights

lullaby lover
waiting for your goodnight words
so i can pull up my covers
said you didn't felt as good in years
and really, i haven't shed another tear
i wouldnt mind to hear you talk some more
these fairy tales are just so easy to pour
and if you'd say goodbye and leave all your clothes on my bedroom floor
i'd burn them down but keep your ashes in my lungs.
lullaby lover
i hate to give in to my heart
but for once we could pop bottles
and forget about these masks.

~sev.

dismissed

all the kisses i gave, as dead as your green eyes
all of my heart in decay, when you got it paralyzed
and all the people i loved, who never loved me back
got me on my feet, and right back on track.
i've wandered through your souls
i've seen all of your thoughts
not one of them was gold
not one that has been touched.

~sev.

confrontation

"what's that supposed to mean?"
you do not want to know
you wouldn't dare to try
cause it's in the deepest of your soul
and it's only out at night
if i remind you of the grimm inside
i guess we're not that different
but i let it see, think and talk for me
while you keep on reminiscing.

~sev.

suicidal tendencies.

he says he's leaving cause there's nothing here
i watched him walking through my tears
i wanted to scream and jump and murder and explode
but not one thing would help, only silent from my throat
he said he kept on bleeding everyday
and that some of us are suppose to go on in this game
and when you're cut off you're the price to pay
it's not an illness it's just meant this way
he feels it in his fingers, in his veigns
i never thought it would turn out this way
little baby come in my arms and stay
there's so many things i want to tell you
plenty of things i have to show
i'm not a sun, i'm not your starlight
but let me be your living glow.

~sev.