is it ever though?

you know how my feelings for you work right?
on and off, like a knob or a butt
in your face and out again
demons and angels, in any extent
don't even have to lie any longer
wishing i could stop yours from getting any stronger
oh you know, how did it not stopped you from being a fool?
the way my eyes glitched in the dark
the way you fervently longed for that spark
did it ever came? darling did i do it again?
im trying, keeping me sane
if it's not natural, than is it inhumane?

~sev.