sunday, september 15, 2013

dirty

today i woke up being
sad sight seeying
the morning felt as if being on the edge of a fall
but breakfast taught me nothing will ever change at all
i'm milk inside a bowl, with frosted flakes of lies
it's worse that i'm the milk because the lies are all mine
i'm never sure about you, never sure you're all it
but every night you're not with me i wonder who you're with
i should've never called you names
i should've never played your games
i should've kissed you on your head
i should've saved me instead
i still wonder what to do
i've been everybody's fool
i've been everybody's sweetheart
til the day i got caught
i slaughtered my own kingdom
i bath in blood of sin
i dine with headless guilt pawns
telling me i'll never win